sour coated sugar drops
make it easier to breathe
when suffocated by dark clouds
of hurtful doubt and shame
candied memories infecting my brain
like quick arsenic rapture
warm exhaust streams down my face
as the abyss swallows me faster
give me some more candy i plead
bitterness digs in deeper
it causes so much grief and pain
it's familiarity is strangely soothing
explosive release is soon to come
the numbness is a welcomed friend
i grasp on tight and won't let go
how ironic i like this feeling
unknowingly i am forced to face
my twisted sense of comfort
blindly walking through each day
begging for my coma
~sweet koma kandy
| | koma_kandy (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=92.2){kind=small} koma_kandy) wrote, |
- Mood:
numb
Read between the lines
- Post a new comment
- 0 comments
- Post a new comment
- 0 comments
